Never thought this would end
Now I feel it was all pretend.
Never thought your love would go away
but I guess this feeling was all part of your sick little play
I fell fast, I fell hard, left on my heart was a scar
It was an allusion that we came this far.
Thought for a minute you were the ‘one’
wanting to be a kid made you run.
Confusing you see you got me a “promise ring”
only to I could give you every thing
Now I’m left feeling broken
and there, you have it..you won your token.
I gave you many chances and I still want to be together
But I feel that would only put me under bad weather.
I thought you could be my prince charming, to have a huge place in my heart
but how could I trust you to play the part?
I once told you, that I wouldn’t give up.
You once told me that you’d never break up with me for anything,
I won’t give up was once for us.
I guess things always change.
When I feel like you don’t care…
that’s when I am upset.
I made you my everything
hoping to be yours..
Yet, you say you feel for me,
but can’t show it.
So I will go. I will leave.. I will give
All day I have felt nothing but useless, like a waste of space. I’ll never be good enough, not for you, not for my family, not for anyone. Where am I going in life? I’ve always wanted to just get rich and help people who are less fortunate, to help those in need. Yet, I can’t help those in need working at a want-to-be gas station/restaurant. I can’t get rich if I can’t even afford to go to college. This is why I am making this decision. Maybe fighting for peoples lives will help me to help others. To help me be able to help myself, and give back to those who are less fortunate. Maybe, this is what I was meant to do.. make a difference, somehow.
I thought for a second everything was turning around.
I thought for a second you actually cared.
Maybe I read into that song too much.
Maybe I heard you wrong.